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Mikey Mayfair
04:20
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This ain't the first time
nor the last time
that we'll be out here on our own
But we'll get through this
I know it ain't bliss
Gotta grind till we can claim our throne
Change, it's an internal struggle. Intellectually debated within myself. To dive to the depths of insanity, or climb to the height of a better day. Only to be stagnant in the end, that is my way.
Crashing couches
best friends houses
my house is all of Bucks County
Days in Trevose
nights in Newtown
hit the gas and race around with me
+Their faith don't follow me when I'm alone
So live up, because this future's still unknown
So I'll tell you my friend
We're here until this all ends
I'll be there till we find our home
"What's worth the cause when you bask in what consumes you. Surrounded by the light only to be chosen to be cast in the shadows. Late nights don't
invite the darkness. My nightmares are a reality. I am the dark."
Our beds are car seats
parked on the streets
this SUV is our hotel
Legal blunts can't
kill the flare ups
this pain is truly my own hell
+If I die please do not tell my mom and dad
Live with the knowledge that they never had
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2. |
Pushover
03:35
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I got something to say to you
but i can't find the words
I got feelings inside of me
but I'm afraid that they'll hurt
So i'll just keep them inside of me
whats the worst that can be?
I'll just let them out on myself
And throw myself in the dirt
I got a grip I guess I got a grip
And i can't let go
I've got control of me, I've got control
And you just can't know
I'm afraid you'll just hate me
but I don't wanna care
Don't you wanna debate with me?
I'm just a little too scared
I got a grip on this I gotta grip
And I can't let go
I've assumed control of me assumed control
and you just can't know
If i decide to stand my ground
then you'll stop pushing me around
But then i stop and think
you'll grow to hate me and I'll lose another damn friend
And if I choose to stick around
then you'll keep pushing me around
And then I'll know that
I have no backbone and I have sealed my fate
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3. |
It's Alright
04:20
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Driving down you street at night
I don't have any plans
I gave up long ago
And my phone hasn't been
Charged for days,
but it's alright
Nobody's calling anyway
And I'll try my best
To see through this
But these dark nights aren't helping anyone
And I'll reach out to you, and I'll ask you how you've been
And you'll say, "Alright. Nobody's caring anyway.
But It's alright
And It's Alright
And It's Alright
Winter's coming and I haven't been prepared for years
It's going to blindside me
And I miss the warmer weather
And the way your hair would flow
We would drive down
To the places that we fathom
And I'll never forget the way your smile turned to frown
But you said
That it's alright
But now I'm alone, and I don't know where to go
+ I'm working on myself
don't need nobody else
I still got time
*It's alright
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Aubrey Plaza
04:49
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She said goodbye
She said goodbye
So here I stand
a mixed bag of emotions
going through the motions
chasing oceans
Ripped out by tides
I'm trying not to hide
Maybe I'll find something to confide in
It's been so long
Don't think I belong
So I'm stuck with these songs
Don't help to think
I'll let this ship sink
pushed to my fucking brink
my own missing link
*I see the lights of the Roxborough Towers
Stuck on the Blue Route for over 2 hours
do these Middletown dreams even fucking matter?
When I look around at a life so scattered, and I
Think that one day I’ll hop on the Turnpike
Drive west and forget about my home-life
If anybody cared none of this would even happen
maybe I’m insane but I swear this feeling ain’t right
Wish my life was a 90’s sitcom
30 minutes down and everything is all calm
But I know that isn’t life’s reality
Gotta get the hell out of this mentality
This mentality’s the worst of me
This mentality’s the worst of me
She said goodbye
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